Let me just say that..

As usual, when I'm deeply, but incredibly angry I start speaking like this. Is sort of a mental boxing bag, don't know why, don't even care about figuring it out.

It is what it is, nothing more, nothing less.

Sometimes I look in the mirror and shout, maybe even start blubbering.
This is not the same, there are no tears, no need to scream. This is a different shit.

When you realize, when you finally have the chance to see things clear - crystal clear - a tiny, but nonetheless powerfull wave, hits you. Perspective (inevitably) changes.

You know what? Just OWN UP TO IT.

Seriously: STOP.